Monday, November 06, 2006
[*t.iRe.d $uN.ri$e*]...it's been a tiring day for me. i'm extremely tired. and this fatigue has got me tired of even the slightest of things. what holiday am i having? one without lessons but as draining and tiring. choir is fun, but the practices are draining me of any energy and i'm really tired. need to train my stamina or i'd suffer in Prague. choir practices are only gonna get more tough and demanding till the trip and after the competition, till we prepare for SYF next year, the cycle continues.
i like choir, it's something i enjoy and one of the reason that keeps me going to school. but as life should have it. it's not a bed of roses and for us to really improve and gain people's respect, hard work has to be put in and sacrifices made. people think singing is so simple, so slack. but what lies behind a professional singer is hours of training. training for the perfect sound and mood. it's a profound art. not easy to do and is profound in terms of the technique. but yet, it seems simple to the ignorant eye.
yet again, my holidays are almost none. yet again, my holidays are filled to the brim. i guess only next year, hopefully, will i have a real holiday, a time of slack and laziness to overcome and fill my life. till then, before this long deserving break, is hours of pain through hard work and studying. the need to get As this time round is far more greater than in Os. i was wrong, then, to think that Os was a torture. As is a killer. but i'll make it through, just like the many people before me, i can do it and it's within my capacity to do it.
anyways, i think with life so busy and all, meeting up with friends is a gift. this week is busy and so will the next and following till i return from the trip. even then, i'll have to revamp my room, do my homework, study and catch up on J1 work, and not forgetting the drama. all these and i'm thinking if i'm actually having holiday? it's quite hard to say and it all depends on what we perceive to be holiday.
and so life goes on no matter how hard or bad it seems. i'll just end here for my slumber. take care and enjoy your holidays.
love,
cheryn ...
posted at 11/06/2006 10:17:00 pm
